"California" by Chappell Roan // Song Review
"California" is a strikingly candid reflection on Chappell Roan 's life and early career, written right as she was on the cusp of her music breakthrough she had spent years chasing. It captures the pursuit of making a name for herself, and the fear that everything she wanted most might still be just out of reach. The weight of disappointment is at the center of this song - both the disappointment in herself, and in the fear that she's letting others down by walking away from the version of her dream she had always imagined. There is a distinct heartache to her performance as she captures the loss of hope and in wondering whether the thing she poured her heart into simply isn't going to work out. If her story in the years that followed says anything, it's that no dream is ever too far out of reach. The way that "California" was written as a moment of reflection is so relatable, especially for anyone chasing a life in the arts, and endlessly trying to...